"I WANT to work at my picture," he said, and went
into the field. The little sister went too, and stood by him watching
while he painted.
"The trees are not quite straight," she said, presently, "and oh, dear brother, the sky is not blue enough."
"It- will all come right soon," he answered. "Will it be of any good?"
"Oh yes," she said, wondering that he
should even ask, "it will make people happy to look at it. They will
feel as if they were in the field."
"If I do it badly, will it make them unhappy?"
“Not if you do your very best," she
answered; "for they will know how hard you have tried. Look up," she
said suddenly, "look up at the light upon the hills," and they stood
together looking at all he was trying to paint, at the trees and the
field, at the deep shadows and the hills beyond, and the light that
rested upon them. "It is a beautiful world," the girl said." It is a
great honour to make things for it."
"It is a beautiful world," the boy echoed sadly." It is a sin to disgrace it with things that are badly done."
“But you will do things well?”
"I get so tired," he said, "and long to
leave off so much. What do you do when you want to do your best, - your
very, very best?" he asked, suddenly."
I think that I am doing it for the people
I love," she answered. “It makes you very strong if you think of them;
you can bear pain, and walk far, and do all manner of things, and you
don't get tired so soon."
He thought for a moment. “Then I shall paint my picture for you," he said;" I shall think of you all the time I am doing it."
Once more they looked at the hills that
seemed to rise up out of the deep shadows into the light, and then
together they went home.
Soon afterwards a great sorrow came to
the boy. While the little sister slept, she wandered into another
world, and journeyed on so far that she lost the clue to earth, and
came back no more. The boy painted many pictures before he saw the
field again, but in the long hours, as he sat and worked, there came to
him a strange power that answered more and more truly to the longing
in his heart the longing to put into the world something of which he
was not ashamed, something which should make it, if only in the person
of its meanest, humblest citizen, a little happier or better.
At last, when he knew that his eye was
true and his touch sure, he took up the picture he had promised to
paint for the dear sister, and worked at it until he was finished.
"This is better than all he has done
before," the beholders said. "It is surely beautiful, for it makes one
happy to look at it."
"And yet my heart ached as I did it," the
boy said, as he went back to the field." I thought of her all the time
I worked, it was sorrow that gave me power." It seemed as if a soft
voice, that spoke only to his heart, answered back
“Not sorrow but love, and perfect love
has all things in its gift, and of it are all things born save
happiness, and though that may be born too”
“How does one find happiness?" interrupted the boy."
It is a strange chase," the answer seemed
to be; "to find it for one's own self, one must seek it for others. We
all throw the ball for each other."
“But it is so difficult to seize."
"Perfect love helps one to live without
happiness," his own heart answered to himself;" and above all things it
helps one to work and to wait."
"But if it gives one happiness too?" he asked eagerly.
"Ah, then it is called Heaven.”
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